new year.
the bombs are exploding outside.
sort of what it must sound like in palestine.
war. what an insane thought.
really.
is there ever a reason good enough to actually commit murder?
what is self defense?
i am not sure anymore but i do know it is time to stop
look around.
really look around.
and realize that life continues on and will always continue on.
embrace and accept.
mistakes and all the sadness.
we are a lot stronger than we think.

In hopes of a new year and a new psychological expression of life I begin this. A feeble way of self introspection and a new hope of creating something beautiful before the day I die and no longer exist here.

Sounds serious because in many ways it is.

Tomorrow we all go out and slaughter our brains in ceremony and sacrifice. The days become longer and the sun shines through the clouds.

New Year.