Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Monday, January 28, 2008

today was interesting.
learn to just help someone a little more and explain the situation as patiently as possible and the reward is massive, more than you would ever imagine.
than and then. very similar words.
wonder really how it all happened.
so off to malta tomorrow night.
some say it is a shithole but i am not going to complain. Just want to take some photos. see something new and interesting.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Wednesday. My muscles are really hurting and I could not sleep again last night. Today was a vain attempt at being creative but I dont think it was all totally a waste. I did make a very nice spicy bean soup with all spice in it (secret sort of weird thing from Jamaica).

Think I am going to get a CD mastered by Ochre. I need to choose which songs I want to do. Should be nice to hear the clearness of it all again after my vain attempts of muddling it up in the middle and cutting frequencies.

Booked a ticket to Dublin for the weekend of the 29th to see the lads. Need some R&R outside of Holland. Need to get a Dutch passport as well.

Ok enough. Gonna try to start writing again.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

mild Tourette syndrome
whenever i think of something painful from the past or something embarrassing i seem to blurt out 'i fucking hate all you people'
odd. i cannot control it.

noticed this a couple of years back. usually happens while in the shower or just doing stuff at home.

well that's all from me for sunday.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Monday, January 14, 2008

Sunday, January 13, 2008

been to the gym again today.
pretty amazed with myself to be quite, um, honest.
rough weekend. spent too much money on friday, got really drunk and rode home slowly on my aging bike and made it to bed at about 5am... yeah, tell me all about it.
almost have 2 more full albums completed. i guess i have about 5 full albums completed as to date. wonder is prolific would the the right word...
yep according to websters that is the right word.
excellent.
gonna pass the vaag today and bring my camera. i need to take some photos. i have been really lame as of late when it comes to photos.
should get off my ass and get them to dickie to put in his shop.
well we always have something!

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Wall Seen While Drunk

sitting here creating stickers of my own.
some are nice, some are childish and some are just plain bad.
but is the world a public space for us to create our own dreams upon.
i dont know.
i really dont yet i know a person who believes that god created the world in 7 days and that a nice long historical piece of fiction is the true word of god.
interesting and scary at the same time but it does not make me run and hide but rather:
shake my head and go on with it all.
smile and remember nice times when i first listened to the album i am listening to...in a car, on a TDK SA90 cassette tape, through a walkman, on the way to berthoud pass.
thanks to my brother who lives in india now.
nice.
thank you.

Artis Cross

Monday, January 7, 2008

tomorrow i am going the gym.
alert the press.
still no meat has been eaten.
i have the korg drum machine running in the background, beating my head slowly to death in a nice and familiar way.
trying to book a holiday is always more stress than working...
thoughts on today:

We’d been through this already, all of us in the room, the blank desperation that comes only when you finally gave up and had to accept what has happened as a spectator and not a participant, like checking into a hotel and turning your head to find that six bus loads of Italian school children planned their retreat at the same place, same time.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

so i started writing again.
wont go on about the subject but it really helps me get through each and every day.

think eggs on tortillas and a lot of cheap black coffee and you might be somewhere close to where i am in my mind right now.

there are bits and pieces of my life that i honestly have to say happened in strange and utterly amazing ways and most are almost certifiably unbelievable,
but they happened.

now to exaggerate and embellish and em-balls them..give em, you know 'huevos'.
gonna have a quiet one this weekend and i hope you do to.